19/05  原本厚，今天本来可以不用pekcek的...可是偏偏有人..>,<

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说到就生气 ;(

早上去到学校就有人跟我借镜子...好，我借他..

结果不到五分钟，镜子断着还给我..哇老，看了直接不爽去eh...

我问他为什么会断，他竟然跟我讲他手软..听了跟不爽><

结果我爆发了，我直接骂‘你手软？手软可以断到将咩？！’

他回答‘手软不小心跌去地板..’ 我应，‘为什么我跌过将多次不见得断？’

这个时候他才没话应..真的超不爽的拉 :(

那个镜子是我的宝贝啊..真的心痛到~~没有路...

他也不会说赔我下哦，显！ （不过他要赔也赔不到一样的给我）

我直接叫他不要跟我讲话三天..:@ 看到他就不爽..奶奶的..

说完生气事~ 接下来说说成绩吧..

今天派数学考卷了，分数吓死人..45% nia...不过有进步拉，好过上次一半 :)

目前只有两科不及格而已..接下来还剩华文，geografi,sivik，和画画还没考~

不懂考好了，又增加几科不及格了..惨..

这次的成绩出又是要家长去领的哦，还不死？:O

除了领成绩，还要看每科老师给我的comment哦...

我现在就能猜到一定是，‘每次上课偷吃东西’，‘没做功课’，‘每次睡觉’等等~

到时又要给老妈‘念’了..听到都怕 :S

然后，我来说说今天的体育课~

爽死^^，玩羽毛球..玩到满身大汗，不过真的很爽~XD

感觉发泄了今天早上我镜子断掉的气~

可是我休息的时候...恐怖的事发生~

我们家 winnie chieng 竟然遭到球的攻击...

bang~~!! 她的头和脸直接被打到~一瞬间，她的脸红完..

我们赶快过去sayang和安慰她下，一群没用的男生，打到人也不会过来道歉下的~

根本没有一定男人气概，还好她没有晕倒..不然那群男生肯定完蛋~!!

接下来说到放学也是..

今天是我跟avin的车回家~结果等车的时候~

他问为什么 lihui变 ‘吊给’去~

我就应，‘会咩？’ 他说每次他问她东西他都应‘噢’而已~

我讲还好吧，不觉得~

好~将讲就算了哦..他就突然跟我讲明天他去买材料..我就回答他，‘买啦~’..

他就讲我‘吊给’，吃大便的..不然你要我应你什么勒？ 问你你又不说哦~

还有，我有应你就应该谢天谢地了，还说我？！

我又不是应你 ‘噢’...奇怪，而且你买材料关我什么事？

我又没有一起要做那个东西..>.<

是啦，懂你x她，每次她怎样就很像怪我们每对她好那样..

你将厉害你去拉~莫米奇妙的哦...

真的有够pek cek的~~

说到这边~

其实我最近还蛮气自己的...

1) 我没有想近办法通知他，我电话被我妈收去了..（不过感觉他都不怎么紧张的）

2）我，总是pekcek某人...还有一直说他的性格，对不起，是我不对..

3) 一直没有心读书...

4) 脾气有点不好~~等等

我，已经慢慢在改了..希望你们在忍忍 :)

                                                                       我想他了~

六月去剪头发

想剪短，又想点卷..>.<

                                                                                                      还在考虑要选哪一个着

       

越来越 ~ pek cek

I through today was a nice day…but last it doesnt…pek cek><

In the morning I reach school reached my class…no one hiu me..all are doing their things J

I sit down on my seat 5 minit…so bored..then I walk to kaydon class…go there talking better ~

Talk talk talk…we talk about prefect thgs…test paper marks things and many….

Then not so long…ida reached school too…she passed by kaydon’s class and saw me…

Then we jus back to our own class together…hm…

< THIS IS MORNING>………….

After few lessons….

Me and ida kept 3 8 behind our class…

All class ppl are talking ,playing thr….din even one of them are lessoning…

I also leave my lihui alone….(sorry baby)

huiyih today also emo thr>,< felt like she was tired…or got “xin shi”??

haih…we all duno…L she din tell us wad is her feel…and y emo thr…

after that….resest…we go canteen buy things eat…but huiyih din buy anythgs L

…we back class…I duno y suddenly very pek cek…grr….so hot…

I went to kaydon class agn…I go there is cool,his class gt air-con…at thr..im cool…

We talk again….talk talk talk…..

After that alarm was ring…back to class and have our lesson (math)…so bored…

After that…agnes kept kacao kacao thr…because her rm10 hilang…lol..

Duno which people so no moral…steal ppl money…hm…sayang to my agnes..<3

That ppl will kena bomb my jesus de…dun worry…J

After that…..is bc lesson…need go apd room…ida,me,lihui,huiyih and agnes din go…

we stay at class…talk again…I do my homework there…whn the moment doing homework…

I know somethings….Zzzz heard liao really pek cek ah…md > < I duno wanna say wad lw…

I dun wan scold anythings…I dun wan be so bad…im trying to control…grr…at last….IM STILL PEK CEK..SIEN….

伤心,我想丢掉;而开心,我想把它留起来

hi,all readers :)

thanks for view my bloggy again....

well,tis few days got sad things happened and also happy things happened..

i sad happy news first...im happy because my science test paper received from teacher aready..i get 63%, better then last time :D last time i get 55% hm...between,i also happy because our competition of super bridge we get second...haha..nt bad rite ;) im excited about what present we will received...but teacher dont wanna tell us...so now we jus can waiting....

now...let say about my sad things....

i think will many then happy things :[

i was sad because of someone are change,i name the person 'pp' at my blog here..jus easy for me to type my blog at here :)...that person actually is a nice person but tis few days pp style and attitude changing >< hm...im sad and sometime pp hurt me...bt pp duno that was many ppl hurted by pp....pp make herself like a princess ,all ppl must followed her....tis type of style we really dislike....beyween,now im not backstep her...i jus wanna say out my feeling....and i hope her can change....no ones dare to tell her the true because we scare...we scare she eill not change and angry us....i dun wanna make it like tat...she is a nice friend...we all dun wan to lost it....but sometime we really cant tahan...we now all kept "ren"....really hope one day she will knows that we all dislike her tat type style....:)

*at here,if got anyone dislike wad my style...u can straight away tell me,dun scare i wun angry or wad...i just will try to change good...:D

second sad things is.....

said real,i miss u....totelly miss:( miss ur sound...miss ur everythings..do u miss me huh?

said others things first.. today is the day we know either we kena choose be a prefect or not..conclusion is i din kena choosed...hm i ask myself ,do u happy or sad? answer giving me is,a bit happy a bit sad...happy because i din hav any pressure ady...and im also free :) sad is because "yuan lai" my attitude is bad...20+ teacher bomb me? mayb...cx when i was form 1 i ecpt then i really bad...always ponteng...but now...i really changing...im sad because no ones seem that i was changed....i ask xx y lihui wun kena choose....he tell me because of she is de geng of us....hm,my mind kept thinking....is me made her cant be choose?:( im sad and felt sorry...at class...i emo....hai hao ida accompany me talk out some...sad, i tell lihui about im sorry to her....she kept ask me wad hapen...i promise myself not to tell her..bt she kept ask and also almost angry me...im hurted..y cnt ti liang me,ijus dun wan her sad so dun tell her nia...but she kept.....

i try to control my tears not to drop down...but...fail..i cried....im useless...i hate myself...

i wan to said sorry to my ida and lihui because today i made u guys unhappy...sorry:( today i din give dao you ppl happy....forgive me...i primise no next time...kay? <3 love u all~~

30/04-05/05

30/04-01/05

今天呢，我出去shopping了..

一点到了百盛，我就去我以前做工的地方找朋友聊天..

我跟筱嫣聊了还蛮久的，他说了一些他的事，我也同样跟他说了我的事..

我们的问题其实都是一样，都败给了感情..

有时候我真的觉得我该停下休息了，总是为了别人我们牺牲自己..

几时该轮到我们为了别人，休息一次呢？我想应该很难吧？

也许这就是一种我们抵挡不了的力量吧..

人，是有感情的动物。我相信你们都有听过这句话吧...

就是因为有感情，所以总是为了一些事就让自己改变一些事...

好深奥哦，老实说我也不懂要怎么解释拉..

只知道这世界的每一样生物都在改变，就算身边的朋友，

我们也不懂他们几时会背叛你，或在你身后说你坏话...

不说朋友，最近我遇到的几个case都是女生/男生被爱人抛弃/劈腿...

这些种种问题都在于人是善变的...哪天我突然会变成那样我也不敢保证不可能...

不过人不犯我，我不犯人这个道理，我是有在用的咯 :)

你对我好，我同样的也会一样对你好，

你在我面前虚假，抱歉，可能我也会有样学样...

我说，大家都可以好好相处，又有谁那样吃饱没事做，

去做些“那些还没长大的事呢？”

大家相亲相爱不就没事了嘛..为何不呢？

说回百盛，今天还在那里遇到我老哥...

他是几幸福下的咯，一个男生带着一群美女在逛街..

我跟他聊了一下而已就认识了两个美女：D

真的很美eh~~一个叫habie，一个我不懂（不好意思）

habie之前我们就懂对方了，只是没见过面而已，可能缘份来了..

所以还真荣幸能真正跟他做朋友的..

他人很好，又美丽又可爱...大家要懂是谁？

去我面子书的relationship看不就懂了咯 ;p

他是我第二任老公^^<3 而我是她第三任老婆 XD

在这里我必须向我们家“心肝”（Ener liew li hui)道歉..

因为我让她吃醋了，对不起哦心肝:[ <3

你们两个都是我的宝贝拉..:)

爱你们，有你们我很幸福，我也要在这里谢谢你们在我无助的时候给我力量..

谢谢 :) <3

*我想对某人说，为了你，我可以乖乖的等待 J

03-05/05/2011

这几天的考试...BM,BI,SJ..

国文，说难不难~说容易不容易..

最惨的是novel考watak..等死咯，把所读的不懂对不对都写进去...

希望老天爷至少给我几分也好..好过没有..

说完国文，来到英文..也是没有会到哪里去咯..

essay都是乱写的，不懂能不能给人看的咯...

自己都感觉还在小学勒..惨了啦...

最后来到sejarah,更不用讲咯..

我最"pia"的科eh~结果？考试难到.....没有路><

考出来的会做一些拉..不过它给的答案全部接近到像什么鬼将喔...

真是气死我，害我在考试时整整睡了几个钟，真是有够猪的勒..haha~

不过等我醒来过后不久厚，有人偷看被抓到，有够衰的..

还好我没偷看，也没被抓^^ 原来我不衰，哈哈..

感觉我废话很多eh...haha..

现在要"pia"science了..希望它可以救我一把，把我的分拉高..

不过我还是觉得有点不可能拉，anyway...顺其自然吧，大家一起加油丫..<3

*在这里祝我最亲爱的老母达零生日快乐<3 (04/05/2011)

25.04.2011

25.04.2011

what i want ? let see here :)

first,i left not enough one week to start my semester 1 using 3 month...

hmm...i think my exam result will sucks agn >< i kept "bia"  my sejarah...

now jus understand bab 4 and bab 5 nia...cham...how about my others bab? waiting die T.T

wad ever...now i just will try my best to focus at my exam...jiayou :)

second, is my money~~hm..before that pc fair i earned some money..

but still duno when get my salery...no money is really nt good ><

 start from now i cnt simply waste my money le :( sad...cnt buy the things i want...

but never mind ,i earned and saved it slowly.....

third, is about probetion prefect....i have been registered for being a prefect...

i think im hard to in...coz before my attitude is nt so good but nw still ok la..trying to change :)

hope i still have this chance la~ hm...my reason be a prefect is not because friends,

 not because who,but is because myself...my sister ,is a prefect before...

she told me she learn many when she was a prefect...

although it will be busy but she still enjoyed inside that...i choose kaunseling department

,because beside kaunsel i can learn more things to make my attitude good...hm...i duno ah...

i jus put 50% to bet it i will in...anyway i will try my best :) and started my no deng ling hair,

no ankle socks, no long nails ,tie up a bit,good attitude life ...<if i have been choosen :P>

forth ,is about somethings i really beh song >< i dun understand why somebody like to say

 ppl bad words behind them? hm,is still childish? u knw that is childish but why still wanna

said ppl? mouth too big or? between that ,said le ppl still can good with her? omg?

 really "XU WEI" lo you...hai hao i knw ur real face :) u make me to leave u as far as i can...

hm...girl ,be mature please.....=.= you can be a nice girl but u dun wan...weird :S

 i will see wan can u do to others behind u....be careful~

cause i scare u will kena ppl bang when u walking outside :) wish u good luck then...

readers :) thx for read ~god bless u all <3

sorry that i long time din update my bloggy ady :)

hm...i nid to start writing on last last last last day....

last week start frm sunday...my hp kena my mum kept ady...

she jus allow me use my hp on sat and sun...

i am damn sad because if i din hav my hp...i will lost many...

i will lost me n him together's memories...

and i think i will gonna miss my friends,my facebook,n also him too...

im scare about that i goona lost...wad should i do?

im confuse...try to forget them? can i do that?

those few days i kept moody,kept crying...

but nobody know my feeling....

im trying to focus all thgs on my study and my exam...

i can do it bt sometimes while i doing homework or studying...

my tears come out.....

those few days i really feel like i wan die ady...i nid lihui...

but she was not be with me...

her papa passed away..nid a week cnt meet her...

me one person...can i be strong to "walk down"..? i asking myself...

i lost all my flowers' powers...and i tell myself i really nid them by my side...

the days that no phone to use i ady try it..

it was super double  xx....

until 13/4/2011 tat day...im happy because can out with wid my dearest flowers...

im excited...............but at last all broken.....i cried :')

maybe i really really unlucky....i tell myself i hate birthday..

and i hope tomorrow i can dissapear...i ady hopeless to my birthday....

the nextday morning...i wake up early in the morning to school..

rite...today 14/4/2011 is my big day...

im not excited..duno why....i know my flowers kept busy doing my birthday card for me...

because they all kept suddenly all disapear in front of me..:)

im happy about that they doing those for me...

tat day im boring....i go out from class and go and call to my lihui using public phone..

i heard her sound...i heard her wishing...i really miss her...

that i went back to my class...

......................suddenly...?

happy birthday to you....happy birthday to you....

the song...they sang for me...:')

im really shy>< kept asking they stoped...but tat winnie chieng><""kept sang...

anyway im really happy...thy put all present on my table...walao...so ><...

huiyih ask me go and see the present...but i dun dare...:p cox many ppl look at me =="

after a few minits...i go in the class...:)

try to arrange my present...

my present got carrot ==,pear ==,and apple =="""...

haha,they are so cute...xp

 actually my real present is a big pillow and a nice cupcake card from

 (sunhui,huiyih,kaydon,ida,winnie,sierong,agnes,ashley and alice)

and kitty "shou lian" from my hua ching...

a big bag and "jiao lian" from jinheng...

i necklace n hp cover from xx ==....

at here i really wan to thanks all to thm...

THANK YOU :) i love the present...

i also wan to thanks to those ppl who wishing me :)

afterthat i went bck home...

when i wan put those fruit inside rfgrt...i saw a big cake...

oh my mumy...>< first time family buy the cake for me on my birthday ><

i go inside room acting nothing...><

until evening after i bathing ...my cutie bro taking de cake over me...

and my sis taking video beside...><so shy...

duno wan how...first time celebrate wid family....

thn...................................cut de cake...bla bla bla....:)

i wan to thanks to my sister...:)

thanks,i love u all (my family)...

COMMENT TO MY BIG DAY: 

IM HAPPY,BUT IM A BIT DISAPOINTED BECAUSE DIN OUT WID MY DEAREST FLOWERS

,AND I CNT MEET UP WID HIM AND MY LIHUI NOT BY MY SIDE.....