sorry that i long time din update my bloggy ady :)
hm...i nid to start writing on last last last last day....
last week start frm sunday...my hp kena my mum kept ady...
she jus allow me use my hp on sat and sun...
i am damn sad because if i din hav my hp...i will lost many...
i will lost me n him together's memories...
and i think i will gonna miss my friends,my facebook,n also him too...
im scare about that i goona lost...wad should i do?
im confuse...try to forget them? can i do that?
those few days i kept moody,kept crying...
but nobody know my feeling....
im trying to focus all thgs on my study and my exam...
i can do it bt sometimes while i doing homework or studying...
my tears come out.....
those few days i really feel like i wan die ady...i nid lihui...
but she was not be with me...
her papa passed away..nid a week cnt meet her...
me one person...can i be strong to "walk down"..? i asking myself...
i lost all my flowers' powers...and i tell myself i really nid them by my side...
the days that no phone to use i ady try it..
it was super double xx....
until 13/4/2011 tat day...im happy because can out with wid my dearest flowers...
im excited...............but at last all broken.....i cried :')
maybe i really really unlucky....i tell myself i hate birthday..
and i hope tomorrow i can dissapear...i ady hopeless to my birthday....
the nextday morning...i wake up early in the morning to school..
rite...today 14/4/2011 is my big day...
im not excited..duno why....i know my flowers kept busy doing my birthday card for me...
because they all kept suddenly all disapear in front of me..:)
im happy about that they doing those for me...
tat day im boring....i go out from class and go and call to my lihui using public phone..
i heard her sound...i heard her wishing...i really miss her...
that i went back to my class...
......................suddenly...?
happy birthday to you....happy birthday to you....
the song...they sang for me...:')
im really shy>< kept asking they stoped...but tat winnie chieng><""kept sang...
anyway im really happy...thy put all present on my table...walao...so ><...
huiyih ask me go and see the present...but i dun dare...:p cox many ppl look at me =="
after a few minits...i go in the class...:)
try to arrange my present...
my present got carrot ==,pear ==,and apple =="""...
haha,they are so cute...xp
actually my real present is a big pillow and a nice cupcake card from
(sunhui,huiyih,kaydon,ida,winnie,sierong,agnes,ashley and alice)
and kitty "shou lian" from my hua ching...
a big bag and "jiao lian" from jinheng...
i necklace n hp cover from xx ==....
at here i really wan to thanks all to thm...
THANK YOU :) i love the present...
i also wan to thanks to those ppl who wishing me :)
afterthat i went bck home...
when i wan put those fruit inside rfgrt...i saw a big cake...
oh my mumy...>< first time family buy the cake for me on my birthday ><
i go inside room acting nothing...><
until evening after i bathing ...my cutie bro taking de cake over me...
and my sis taking video beside...><so shy...
duno wan how...first time celebrate wid family....
thn...................................cut de cake...bla bla bla....:)
i wan to thanks to my sister...:)
thanks,i love u all (my family)...
COMMENT TO MY BIG DAY:
IM HAPPY,BUT IM A BIT DISAPOINTED BECAUSE DIN OUT WID MY DEAREST FLOWERS
,AND I CNT MEET UP WID HIM AND MY LIHUI NOT BY MY SIDE.....
